Detail Scan...

We went to do the detail scan today. I'm so glad that the lil one is doing fine. An active baby too. Can see her moving her arms... clenching and opening her fingers. Ain't it amazing?!
I'm 5 months preggy now.

And it's a baby gal!!!! From the scan, can see the baby's nose bridge is pretty high. hmm... hope she will be a little beauty. :) Gonna start thinking about her name. keke... I used to like Desiree when I was expecting Jayden. Time to really brainstorm liao....

Recently, work is same. busy as usual. but am sick of some villians. same department somemore. people who just anyhow push things. do things buay ZAI. and still want to back-stab me somemore.... I really hate that. lucky my boss defend me. try not to think about it now. just makes me down. so this kind of thing adds on to the daily pressure at work.

Ok ok, I just want to spend alot of time with families. thank god i'm gg for a 4 months maternity leave. to take a break from sickening people. and hopefully when i come back to work, things have gotten better.

Xian Nian Kuai Le. Gong Xi Fa Cai to everyone! HUAT ARH! :)

Negativity

I don't know why but I have been feeling super negative tonight. I feel so suay and it just repeats in my mind,"see, everything I do also doesn't turn out right."

I feel so tired... and sian. even reading sat's newspaper made me negative... the jakarta's street kids, etc... i can't bear to finish the whole article. Why am I feeling so pek chey?

I think I need a break. a break from? think after CNY or when, I shall take a day's leave to go facial or wat? I haven't had "me" time for a long while.

As the days goes by and my tummy gets bigger, and somehow Jayden gets more and more naughty, I wonder how am I going to cope when Im like 7 or 8 months pregnant. Seems scary to think about it. haiz....

Anyway, thank god hubby helped out when he came home after work today at 8pm+

And see... my IE gives me the error IE cannot open the page after I signed into FB...
suay or not??? aiyo, really down man.

People say Sunday is actually the 1st day of the week. bad start....

ok, gg to sleep after the lamenting.

God bless me tomorrow. xOx

Busy busy life

Pardon me if you find my blog boring these days....

LIFE = WORK + FAMILY

Never imagined myself to be so busy with work. But this year definitely is ONE. at least till July when it's time to deliver. hehe... deep down, I'm secretly looking forward to the D-Day when I can really REST. in peace. i doubt anybody will disturb me. haha...

Sometimes I feel so guilty towards the lil one inside me. Life is abuzz with work and Jay till I feel as if I'm neglecting it. Not as if it needs any special attention. but just a touching of tummy. I'm eagerly waiting to feel the first kick kick thou. Read that I should be able to feel second baby's movement earlier. hmm... that's when the real excitement starts! feeling connected. knowing it's there... kick kick punch punch....

New Year's coming but time is so running tight.

Reunion dinner at mum's place this thurs
Pineapple tart this weekend
shop for Jay's shoes this weekend

Of course life with Jay and family is never boring. he brings laughters to us.
Seeing all the lil antics, it never never fails to amaze us.... it's hard to put in words what each day holds for us. but now I truly understand how the term "bundle of joy" comes about when describing newborns. They truly are... For those who have second thoughts about having kiddos, have NO fear. No matter what, it's all worth it. the moment we come home and they come running and calling u papa/mama, you will forget all the troubles in your mind.

This poor boy is having runny nose and cough... same as mummy. me pat pat him and i myself coughing at the same time.

We will get well soon!