Feeling really really moody right now. Why am I feeling this way? I really have no idea. Is it PMS? But it's due only next saturday. Hmm... i just don't feel too well. Today is "Dong Zhi" where families gather together. So I decided to go home since next year this time round, I won't be staying at home. tried calling home thousand times on my way home to see what mum has cooked but nobody picked up the phone. Tot of adding dishes, maybe. Finally mum called me, told me the dishes and to heat up the food later. SHe is going out to play mahjong. Haiz... she is always like that. Is her task just to cook the food and then go out? Guess I am just disappointed, that's all. I am ok if she doesn't cook, I don't expect her to cook also. But to cook and then go out is like she's just a cook in our house. And I don't like my dinner too. Need supper later. It's like everybody is with their loved ones and I wished I am.
Hopefully slowly, I will feel better. More cheery! gotta go and take a bath.
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