It's an Unfair World!

Today is quite a bad day for me. How shall I say? Haiz...
Think the thing happening in home front is worse than office, so I shall not mention the office thing.

HB just told me what has been bothering him since Saturday till now although he never mention anything until yesterday. Can't imagine how he bear with it! Actually he had an argument with his mum and it all started bcos of me. On Sat, after I reached home, he went out with his mum to "let go" of fish. I didn't go as I just reached home from Charlotte's place and was very tired.

MIL then asked Allan why I didn't go with them. He casually mentioned that I was lazy to tag along... and she started saying that I am lazy blah blah blah... never help them iron the few pcs of clothes while the maid was away. Holy shit! But hb defended me all the way saying that she never see me when I iron clothes for them. MIL even say that JHL will not do any hsework on weekends cos she needs to spend all her time with her daughter. She is really biased lor. HB nows fully understands my point of view that she is biased towards us liao. My sixth sense has told me this all along but HB don't see it in the past.

Anyway on Sat night and Sunday, I treated them as usual. i guess MIL must have regretted what she says cos she was treating me very nicely on Sunday... maybe she starts to appreciate me when she saw me wiping the table on Sunday morning. I mean that's what I usually do. Cos u can't possibly leave everything to the maid when there are 8 people in the household including herself.

So to be positive, I shld say that maybe it's good that she says all these out so we know what she's thinking. Although it hurts to know how people perceive you => Perhaps when I do household chores over there, it is like U SHOULD DO IT and just treat me like a maid. Anyway, I gotta admire the way my hb gives the cold shoulder. It's so subtle that I didn't even know that he was mad with his mum. We even went out for dinner on Sat night together. I'm really upset and madden by this events. I need time to cool down.

God, I'm praying that everything will goes smoothly for Allan and me, be it at work or at home. I'm praying.

Above is a picture of the figurine "Light of Hope". Darling, may we see the light soon. Bless!