Didn't realize till today that I had actually been blogging for over a year now! As time passes by, I realize that I had dwindling desire to update my blog. But today I realized it had a meaning. It brought me back to my memories vividly. I went back to last Dec posts to see what I did, celebrated, dine. Brought back lots of fond memories. For those unhappy or angry posts, I didn't even felt like reading them anymore. "It's over and I have moved on," I thought to myself. Is it that I have a bigger heart now? Maybe... But I felt that I wrote those to let off steam @ that point in time. Venting out releases all the tension inside us. And I love those comments! By friends and Allan who never fails to support me.
When I look back to my Dec 2005 pics, I was surprised I wasn't quite used to seeing my jet black straight hair. Found that it looked so boring as compared to now! haha...
Of course last Dec was the beginning of my wedding preparations!!! Now whenever Allan & I attend friends or relatives' wedding dinner, we would somehow be so glad that our Big Day was over and now we are truly a couple. Of course, we enjoyed ourselves on our Big Day and to me, that is the most important aspect on the wedding day.
Saw my past blog posts and saw that I was writing quite alot, "articulate" in a sense as compared to now where it's more of pictures and less things happening. Pondering what is happening. For a while, I found blog updating pretty time-consuming. Another, I found it narccistic. that was when I start to question the purpose of blogging.
Suddenly, I thought maybe I am more settled in with my married life now. Perhaps I am happier now. So less lamenting on life. hee... I shall write on my current focus in life next time.
Allan is back fm his "Prata session" with his brother Charles. I'm gonna turn in soon!
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