Sometimes, I do not understand why there are such sickening people in the world. Worst is when they are your family members... for me, those who are pretty close to me should know who they are. Sometimes I really try my best to respect them since they are of higher rank in terms of family hieracrchy. BUT it is just so IMPOSSIBLE.
They are always trying ways and means to put us or my MIL in difficult positions. I pity her sometimes. To me, they just want to jeopardise Allan's and my relationship. Sometimes, when my thinking gets too extreme or insane, I think they don't want to see us get married. Or rather they want us out of the house. WHAT R They afraid of ?????
Frankly speaking, I'm quite upset although I'm trying my best to be positive. As I'm someone who's pretty ruled by emotions, I might get depressed easily by such "small" things. I'm still learning everyday how to overcome such feelings. Perhaps by taking things easier.
I'm also quite good at predicting things. I predicted half a year ago that this day will happen. That they will use this excuse to put us in a spot. I even thought of how to plan to counteract but OUR freedom & Life are more important than to go and fight against this kinda people. That is too shallow...
Freedom to enjoy life right now is what I wanna do with Allan! I should be happily looking forward to our marriage and us taking a short break.
Although what they do really spoil my mood, I HAVE TO PICK UP & REGAIN MY JOVIAL SELF. DO NOT LET OTHERS GET TO ME!!!!
Jia You!!!
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