What will Marriage life be?

Was talking to Beau just now after he had finished his tuition and was on his way home.

"Charles jio me for supper tonight leh. He coming to fetch me" HB mentioned. I said," Woah, so good. Go lah."

"I actually told him don't want lah. But he said 3 more months no more chance liao..." said HB. I was stuck for a moment. 3 more months? "Orh, u mean after marriage cannot meet liao arh?" I said.

I think Charles is being too extreme. I pondered how will I feel if Allan goes out for supper with his friend after we stay together. I think I won't restrict him. I believe we still need to have our own space after marriage. Even if he doesn't need it, I do. Our life will probably be more or less the same. My only concern is if he stays out too late, he will be too tired the next day. cos Charles always jio hubby and then only can make it at 12plus or 1am. Get what I mean?!

I feel excited at the thought that we will be able to see each other everyday. Just abit kan chiong about staying together with in-laws... will there be conflicts? My faith is that if I truly respect my in-laws, everything should be fine. from the current situtation that I see. unless expectations of me is different after marriage. I don't mean that there will not be any conflicts, that is impossible. But small ones here n there.

The good thing I can finally be relieved off is that i don't have to juggle between 2 homes. i don't have to bring my make-up pouch with me every day to work. My clothes n shoes can be at one place. PHEw! I can stop being a "normad".... This para may sounds shallow, but for people who have led this kind of life before will truly understand what I mean....

today is 22nd May. so 4 more months to go! *excited grrrr*