Sunday, February 07, 2010

Negativity

I don't know why but I have been feeling super negative tonight. I feel so suay and it just repeats in my mind,"see, everything I do also doesn't turn out right."

I feel so tired... and sian. even reading sat's newspaper made me negative... the jakarta's street kids, etc... i can't bear to finish the whole article. Why am I feeling so pek chey?

I think I need a break. a break from? think after CNY or when, I shall take a day's leave to go facial or wat? I haven't had "me" time for a long while.

As the days goes by and my tummy gets bigger, and somehow Jayden gets more and more naughty, I wonder how am I going to cope when Im like 7 or 8 months pregnant. Seems scary to think about it. haiz....

Anyway, thank god hubby helped out when he came home after work today at 8pm+

And see... my IE gives me the error IE cannot open the page after I signed into FB...
suay or not??? aiyo, really down man.

People say Sunday is actually the 1st day of the week. bad start....

ok, gg to sleep after the lamenting.

God bless me tomorrow. xOx

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