Bad.

These few days have been a bad patch for me. ARGH!!!! I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT. But this is life, isn't it?

Sometimes I think God is testing me. Testing what? I don't know. Tolerance level? I used to think my tolerance level is very high. But I don't think too high a tolerance level is healthy. It just makes you not sure of yourself... meandering along the stream... following the twists and turns of the down stream.

I don't think I should CARE about him. More about them. I don't know how I should feel about them cos they don't share the same perspective as I do. What should I do? I guess by not supporting him but caring about them should be my path forward. Somehow the more things are inter-linked, the more complicated things are.

I am not thinking much cos I'm in a "bo-chap" function.