Thoughts on US trip

I'm really lazy to blog...


And when I finally want to upload my pics this morning, there is some problem with the internet. argh!


Hmm... this post is to blog my after-thoughts of the US trip. :)

This week was terrible. Jetlagged and I caught the flu/cough virus on the way back. It's terrible suffering from sore throat, runny nose and cough from Washington all the way back.

Before I left, hubby already started sms-ing all the "missing ya" messages when I was in office. keke... It somehow felt great (in the bottom of my heart) cos I'm sooooo important to him!

Of course I felt super sad leaving for the airport and when we bid farewell at the airport.

On board the plane, I instantly wished that he's with me so that I can lean on his shoulder and sleep. Gosh, terrible neck aches! 28hours! No joke... can die man! I dread the trip back instantly cos I'm flying alone back.

In Orlando, during the 1st video-conf with Allan. I asked for Jayden to come. When i called out to him and he saw me, he started crying. Gosh... didn't know he missed me soooo much too!

There was this 5th or 6th day when I looked through my blog for pics of Jayden. The moment I saw it, I started crying non-stopped. And it's not gentle sobs, it's loud cries... It's the feeling of missing him.. so much that I can't bear it and it all poured out like tat. It was 730am sg time and I just couldn't care and called Allan. After talking to him, i felt better. Sometimes our innermost feelings surprise us at unexpected moments.

On the flight back to SG, I was all cool and the flight was still not too bad. much better than the "to" trip. mostly due to a bigger airplane(B777). We went on B747. it sux!!!

Coming back, I flew in on National Day 2330. And when the crew mentioned that we will arrive in SG at xxxhrs and it is Singapore's Independence Day, I just felt so emotional! Returning to my homeland, my family on this day. My eyes felt watery... super emo right? woahaha...

Upon touchdown and met hubby at the arrival hall, I can feel his happiness and this guy expressing all his N-16 affections right there says it all. :)

We went for Chai Chee porridge at Fengshan 85! yummy! And it's the 1st time after having Jayden that we had supper out by ourselves at Fengshan. *I secretly think we should do this once in a while... asked maid to help jaga Jayden while we slipped out for awhile. hehe*

Allan asked me,"Do I miss him or Jayden more?"

My reply,"I miss u both as much... But I could call u, talk to u so it's not that bad. So will miss Jayden more in that sense. He just walked off from the phone!"

Wat can I say? I'm just glad to be home!

***HOME SWEET HOME***

In Orlando...

Suddenly, I can't believe that I'm right here in Orlando. Talks had been going on for months and 2+months later, here I am.

In trying to lessen the guilt of spending so much, I have changed my mindset that this is not a business trip but that of a shopping trip. Treat it as a vacation. It definitely made me feel better this way.

Honey, DO NOT faint when you see my credit card bills okie. I really shouldn't use the supplementary card! Too late... I can claim alot from company okay... :P

Too lazy to blog using this mini-laptop. And it's wired internet. damn. can't surf on the comfy bed.